Today is BID DAY! I am so incredibly happy with the two sororities I went to last night, I got my top 2. :) Today, I will get a bid from one of them and I will jump off that stage wearing my letters proudly because no matter which sorority picks me, I will be more than happy. :D

I feel like I’ve been neglecting a lot of people. I PROMISE I WILL COME BACK. Recruitment week is finally over and I will go back to everyone sooooon I promise <3

Recruitment Week:

• Last night was the first night that two or more sorority’s could drop you and you could only get invited back to up to 5 parties. Thankfully, I got invited back to 5 parties unlike a lot of girls, but unfortunately one of my top 4 dropped me. :(
• There’s one party in particular that I dropped and they invited me back, and it sucks cause I already know I don’t want to be a part of their sorority because I know I’m not going to click with those girls, but I don’t want them to bump a sorority that I actually WANT off my schedule. I really hope tonight they don’t invite me back.
• Tonight is the fourth night and I’m excited/nervous. Excited because I finally get to dress up and wear my new pumps. :) Nervous because tonight you can only be invited to 3 parties max, and two will drop you. I hope SO much that my top three invite me back because I honestly am so torn between these three. :(
• Only two more days until Bid Day and I get to be in my new home. <3

Personal Life:

• I wish that my boyfriend would be a little more supportive of me doing all this and I wish that he would trust me when I say nothing is going to change between us.
• I am so tired and exhausted from getting home at 1am every single night. I’ve missed my 8am class this whole week because I just can’t wake up in time.
• I miss my family.
• I’ve become so much closer to my SPC family and I’m so happy about that.
• This saturday I make 1 year and 11 months with my boyfriend. I really love that kid, I don’t care what he thinks.

So that’s it, I think. My life is so interesting, I know.

I thought you would be happy for me, but I guess you’re really not.

i feel like i’m the only one that opens up my blog on one tab and just let my music player play all the way through while i blog on the other tab. :’)

first day of recruitment starts today! which means only 5 days until BID DAY. :D

i am so nervous/excitedddd. ahhh! :)

So I changed my boyfriend’s birthday on Facebook to today and I can’t stop laughing at all the comments.

Payback baby… for changing mine last week and me realizing it today! >.<

We were supposed to go to Colorado on Thursday and be there all of parent’s weekend with my brother and come back Tuesday. Now he’s all alone and doesn’t know what to do cause everyone is with their family’s and stuff and he’s by himself. :( My mom feels worse though cause we didn’t go cause of her sickness and her doctor told her she couldn’t travel. 

Good news is my brother will be flying down here in 2 weeks so he just has to hold tight for a few more days :)

I really hope I make it to bid day and I get a bid from a sorority that I like. That’s all I’m worried about. :c

MY RHO MOMMA CALLED ME <3333

I am so excitedddd for rush week right now. oh my goodness. :D

I still haven’t received a call from my rho gamma & it’s most likely going to happen today! Ahhhhhh so nervous. It’s all finally hitting me. :’) I can’t wait for rush week. 

Going shopping with my SPC family to buy clothes for all of next weeeeek. <333

I have homework due at 2pm and I haven’t even started it lol. I can’t stop thinking about rush week! I have no idea what’s going to happen, but like they said, go with an open mind <3 

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this whole sorority thing is making me beyond nervous. what if i’m not pretty enough for them? or what if they just don’t want me? what if the sorority i want doesn’t pick me? i just want all of next week to be over with :(

sorry for the jonas spam…

actually, no. i’m not sorry. (:

My brother is in that stage where he’s so damn annoying. Anything that comes out of his mouth is sarcastic and rude. He looks for a fight with anyone and anything. Like, if there’s a bag of chips on the floor he will grab that bag and throw it across the room because it was in his way. He’s getting out of his child stage, and instead of me feeling sad, I want him to hurry up and grow because I seriously cannot stand him right now.

ok end of rant. -.-